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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 24, 2009, 11:00 AM

I don't really know what's going on w/ me anymore. No time for anything. School, observations, work, studying, trying to have a relationship... I'm loosing a bit of all of it.

I'm sorry for being to so quiet lately. I've hit that college year that no one ever hears from me again. I've come to a point of exauhstion and fear of failure.

DogFeathers and I aren't together anymore. It ended last night. I really don't know what to do for people anymore. I'm loosing what I have to give. Trying to put my heart into anything is failing. Everyone I know is having trouble, be it with money or relationships. Two of my friends apartments have fallen through. One of which I was going to live in, but now that won't be happening.

I want to turn into a house cat and run away.

pyf

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Mood: Hopeless
Reading: Ironside
Playing: okami
Eating: dirty rice and bbq chicken
Drinking: water

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=daughterofthestars Mar 24, 2009, 11:35:11 AM

I hope things look up for you soon, Fox. I hate seeing you so down. Even if things look bad now, we're young. We have our whole lives to live. For every bad time, there is a good time to match it. All you have to do is stick out the storm and hold on until it's over.

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~Keylime-the-Phoenix Mar 24, 2009, 11:40:48 AM

We all hit points like this in our lives. But what I've learned time and again is that they always pass away. It may take some time, but persevere and it will pass.

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=Keylove Mar 24, 2009, 12:02:47 PM

ironside is a good book.

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*Seranalu Mar 24, 2009, 12:11:55 PM

Oh my dear friend, I wish I could find the words to help you out, but sadly all I can say is I wish you the best and I hope everything works out for you very soon. just think of it this way, the more life kicks you down and stomps on your most preciouse feelings, its just a very big test. Would you like to keep going or would you just stay on the ground doing nothing and giving up. If you decide to stand up and fight through all of it there is sure to be a rainbow after the storm.
and if there is someone that you want to talk to, just remember that I am here for ya~ ^_^
oh....and Im sure youll make a very cute cat!<3

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in a city of thiefs
the only final sin is stupidity

~Fox-Badger Mar 24, 2009, 1:38:14 PM

well when one door closes another will surely open. i bet everything will get better soon k

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~The-Blue-Cavalier Mar 24, 2009, 7:30:55 PM

The road maybe rough, but it will smooth out in due time. Hang in there.

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~LifeVirus Mar 24, 2009, 9:16:28 PM

It is very sad to hear about this. Especially with DogFeathers. You'll be in my prayers, though. You'll find that inspiration you need soon enough.

=]

~Kins-Wolf Mar 29, 2009, 8:47:25 PM

... shit. I just get internet back finally and this has happened

. Oh PYF I really hope you don't give up and that in some way we can all help you. I know it can almost be impossible when you feel like the world is crumbling down on you but I truly hope you can feel some presence of our hearts and souls right there to help you

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Oh I truly wish and think of you now in hopes that everything is alright. It would also make us feel a bit better if we new you've read our messages, just to know that you know we're there for ya :comforthug:.

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Journal History

Oct 18, 2009 Devious Journal Entry
Oct 13, 2009 bye
Sep 14, 2009 a nice surprise
Sep 7, 2009 curl up and DIE
Aug 8, 2009 blue fire
Jul 7, 2009 here i come white rabbit
Jul 2, 2009 goodbye DogFeathers
Jun 19, 2009 Japan or Bust
Jun 19, 2009 $#!T just got ReAL
Apr 28, 2009 things are looking up

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